I didn't think it would hurt. I had prepared myself for this. Deep down, I knew this would happen. You used me. You didn't mean to cause me pain in anyway, I understand. In the end, you were searching for different purpose I was. Most told me to quit. Most said I had to set it straight. Already emotionally attached, most didn't know how bad.
Growing from this lesson is the next step. Learning to trust by better judgment launches my new path. Going into our adventure, I believed I could benefit positively from this experience. I benefiting through a different eye. Although not what originally planed, seeing the light feels great, a reminder when for the spilt second I get upset. I shouldn't have gotten upset. You learn and move on. Ill find better someday. Ill pretend it didn't hurt. That always works.
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