Sunday, September 25, 2011

I, You and Most

I didn't think it would hurt. I had prepared myself for this. Deep down, I knew this would happen. You used me. You didn't mean to cause me pain in anyway, I understand. In the end, you were searching for different purpose I was. Most told me to quit. Most said I had to set it straight. Already emotionally attached, most didn't know how bad.

Growing from this lesson is the next step. Learning to trust by better judgment launches my new path. Going into our adventure, I believed I could benefit positively from this experience. I benefiting through a different eye. Although not what originally planed, seeing the light feels great, a reminder when for the spilt second I get upset. I shouldn't have gotten upset. You learn and move on. Ill find better someday. Ill pretend it didn't hurt. That always works.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Senior Letter.

Daisy Guardado
6640 Oak Branch Ct
Citrus Heights CA 95621

September 15, 2011
Teri Berke
9151 Oak Ave
Orangevale CA 95662

Dear Mrs. Berke,
                  For my senior project I plan to job shadow a child counselor. I would like to learn if this is possible career choice later on in life. My key focal points would be learning the social and mental problems children going through school face and how our system is there to help them deal with their issues. I’d want to know how the counselors react to situations and if they get emotionally attached to a case. I would like to observe the reactions of children to counseling and the benefits of receiving help. I don’t have much experience in this field of study besides some babysitting and problem solving skills. I think this is an academic goal because it challenges me to foster my experiences and knowledge into helping others become healthy mentally.
           
            My mentor will be______________________. His address is________________ and can be reached at________________. I expect my mentor to teach me how_______________

            My product will be a job shadow report with a detailed description of what I learned over the course of the project including, counseling techniques, child attitudes and methods used to cope with problems. I will describe protocols of counseling and my experience throughout the appointments.

I want to research different stages of development in a child’s life. This research could help me better understand what a child thinks at certain points in life and how it’s affected in school. I would also want to research number of children exposed through mental illness, domestic violence, foster care systems, all factors that would cause a child to go to counseling. For my paper, I would want to research why kids need counseling in such a short span of time.












            Should my mentor or my product change, I will have the changes approved by my supervising teacher or English four teacher by March 8, 2012. If my product changes and I do not submit the proper paperwork, I understand that I will not pass senior project. I understand that my completed portfolio is due on May 3, 2012 and should include the job shadow/volunteer report if applicable. This final portfolio must be delivered to the senior project coordinator no later than 4:00 PM. I understand that my blue portfolio must contain all the necessary signatures on the inventory sheet or my blue portfolio will be considered late. I further understand that the entire project, including all products, must be completed by May 23, 2012 or I will be denied the privilege of walking at graduation.

            I completely understand the seriousness of plagiarism and forgery and agree that either of these offenses will negate the contents of this entire project. I also understand that my project cannot be a copy of any past Senior Project and any props or extras that I might use must be of my creation.

Sincerely,





Daisy Guardado

Parent Signature: ____________________________________

Mentor Signature: ___________________________________




Approved/Approved with modifications/ Not Approved

Committee Signature__________________________
Room Number _______________________
Committee Signature__________________________
Room Number _______________________
           

Monday, September 12, 2011

I am.

How is it possible for someone to not be able to write about themselves, or talk about themselves for that matter YET be able to be independent from others and not expect anything from them? Is there a correlation between the two. I thought I was done with my personal statment. Welll no I have been avoiding doing it because all I have left to do is write about myself. I think the rest of it is great and good to go, but i cant get past the PERSONAL part of it. Hhmmm. I think, well no...I know, that I don't know who i am which puts a damper on an college essay that's suppose to be about you. It's funny because I found something we did in avid where others wrote about us and then I had to write about myself.

Others wrote:
  • someone who cares
  • reliable
  • honest
  • hard worker
  • leader
  • loving
  • someone i look up too
  • takes charge
  • kind hearted
Those words mean a lot and there are all things i want to embody. But yet I can't flush out why i cant see that into words but more importantly into my story.

I have to remember what I wrote because I do still believe these values

I AM...
  • a person who cares for others
  • willing to help
  • a friend who gives love and kindness
  • a sister who trys to help shape a strong relationship
  • a daughter who wants to help and relieve
  • a student who is determined to learn and work towards achievement
  • a team memeber who wants to contribute to the cause and stop the drama

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Sparks.

"My mind forgets to remind me your a bad idea, you touch me once and it's really something" 
Oh Taylor. How come you just have the words for everything. 

I'm really confused on what I'm supposed to do at this point. 
I'm unsure of what I want to do with this. 
I'm just know something leaves me when I'm with you. 
Am I allowed to let the spark go away when I'm not with you?
Do you feel the spark?




Can you kiss me on the sidewalk and take any the pain?